I have some news, I thought I would share it on here. I noticed that when I would talk to one of my Secular friends over the phone, I would get into the flesh, a lot. It never really made me think before,but the other day it really did. Long story short, I was supposed to let go of this friend I knew since I was 18, back in late 2003-2004. God was telling me to let them go but I couldnt kause I didtn want 2 b a Hypocrite or anything like that. That was my mistake and I learned form it now, I cant worry what other people think about me, even ppl I knew for yrs. I really dont care what ppl think about me, but when it came to ppl I know personally it became somewhat of a problem. I took this friend off my Myspace, my YIM. It was very hard for me to do that,but I have no more time to waste,period. I been tight with that person for a very long time, but it is time for me to make nu friends, Chrsitians one's that is. I dont need to be dealing with peer pressure @ my age, and Im getting too old for that sort of thing anyways. I will be ok, but this is something I needed to do. Besides if I get a g/f soon(hopefully it will be soon)
, I dont think she would appreciate the things that come out that persons mouth, let alone mine own. Even though there might not be awhole lot going on in my life @ the moment, I know God will bring something good out of this situation, and send me good, wholesome friends, my age or or a lil older.
2) I have sum wierd/good news. Where I got to skool, there is this very beautiful girl, and um well she made it very obvious to me that she really likes me. I like her too, she is very funny, and she dresses nice. The weird thing is I never looked for a g/f when I am in skool I am just there to finish up my classes, and graduate. This is somewhat new to me, cause I get really shy, and I avoid her, not because I don't like her, but bekause shes pretty. I defintly get a good vibe from her, nothing perverted or anything like that. I will say hi to her, only if she tells me hi or smiles again @ me.
Other than that I will not pursue her, although she could be a potential candidate for being the "one". Lastly, I like the attention its new, and fresh. I am breaking out of my shell more, yay.
As you may have guessed I dont need prayer about the girl who has a crush on me, I do however think I might need some regarding my Secualr friend. So if anyone kan, keep that in ur prayers, that God will send me sum kool nu friends to my church or something. Thanks.
