ditto what shelby said.

Ok its been almost 12months since loosing my beautiful wife, I thought after reading through all this again I would update my whole situation for those that dont know. It has been a long journey I pretty much turned my back on God and basically was out of control but after reaching a point a few weeks ago I looked at my self and was discusted on the direction I was heading so I commited my life to the Lord again. I have also met a very beautiful Girl and am in a very good relationship with her. After constant struggeling with images and nightmares they finally eased over the last few weeks and I have started to truely move on. Dont get me wrong I will always love Cherie that will nver change but I have allowed myself to love someone else. Looking back I am blown away for all the prayer and support and even the love from Brian I was very blessed and well supported, all you guys are very special to me and always wil be. For those that think that TF is getting off track they are wrong this is a place of love and support esp for those that need it the most. I am humble and eternally greatfull thank you and GOd Bless you all. Carl