seriously, this is for anybody that saw the screwed up thread that just happened earlier (that i missed).

i want to publicly apologize for my original actions. after the original locked discussions, Jon and i took to PM a little argument about political views. i disagreed with him, but i kept in pm. after multiple locked threads, and heated PMs, Jon got banned. i was so heated about what was going on, I sinned in my anger, by laughing at Jon through a PM (which probably really ticked him off). i sent him a mean PM about it, and after i had cooled down a bit, i realized that this was a HUGE mistake. but it was too late to take it back.

I want to apologize for doing that, because i got mad, and acted in my anger. this was stupid. and Jon, if you can read this ever.... i am truly sorry for my actions.

i am thoroughly pissed that the PM's between me and jon were posted, because that is F'd up. i just wanted to say this because i wanted to explain, that this was a stupid mistake, and something i did when i was angry, and i acted inappropriately.

i hope that anybody that saw the thread where jon posted the PM's from me should know that what i may have said at the time doesnt represent an accurate picture of what i am like normally, but more of a snapshot of what i can do when i get upset, and sin in my anger.

i ask that you please forgive me, and not to be judgmental.

Another positive side of community

thanks guys!

everything is cooled down now, and dave and i have settled things as well. this was difficult to do but i felt it needed to be done after what happened. thank you all for understanding.

i also want to say that i really appreciate the rules of the message board. sometimes i get really heated about issues, and just go crazy....thats why im glad these types of discussions are not allowed. as much as people complain about the rules... im happy they are there, because they honestly help make TF a safer and non-hostile environment. i think i would be pretty hostile nearly all the time if political discussions were allowed. i honestly get pissed and can't handle some peoples political opinions sometimes. i would be a wreck if these were allowed.

i really do love this place, and call it my "home" on the internet.

  awesome man, thanks for putting your self out there  more respect for you now that you took responsibility for your actions

so are you 

I missed something I guess.

Well, it showed your pm's to him, not his to you.